To the moderators.

[Jenk]

I must start by saying I apologise if I started a thread which displeased the moderators of this board, but I must also add that I am insulted and aghast at how the moderators have dealt with the situation.  I posted a very personal problem in the attempt of finding help from the members of this board, and the moderator, instead of PMing me or emailing me to inform me that my thread was not welcomed, turned my personal problem into a warning sign of what is foolish and should be ignored.  I request that you delete my post (since you locked me from doing that) and even my name from this forum.  I hope you will keep a more open mind in the future and treat new comers with more respect.

Jenk

[Adam]

... but I must also add that I am insulted and aghast at how the moderators have dealt with the situation. I posted a very personal problem in the attempt of finding help from the members of this board, and the moderator, instead of PMing me or emailing me to inform me that my thread was not welcomed, turned my personal problem into a warning sign of what is foolish and should be ignored.

You know what? You're right. I should have PMd you. I made a drastic decision late at night before going to bed. Not the best time. However, your post started with interest, then started falling into the paranormal realm, which is not what this site is about. I will respond with other comments, in a customary manner, on your topic thread.

[Jenk]

Thanks allot Adam.  I entirely accept your apology, and I'm also sorry how strange my thread is.  I know the paranormal part of it is really hard to believe (it really messes me up at times).  I mostly wanted help with the energy feeling.  I was wondering if it could be akin to ki, chi or prana.  Perhaps I should have held back on the stranger side of it and indeed I usually do in order to avoid reactions like yours (which are completely understandable). 
I'm sorry for the confusion between us.
Jenk.

[Adam]

... turned my personal problem into a warning sign of what is foolish and should be ignored.

You posted. I responded. As to the "ignored" issue, quite the contrary. I made your post a "stickey" with the comment "PLEASE READ". Seems the oposite of ignore.

I hope you will keep a more open mind in the future and treat new comers with more respect.

Excuse me if I reacted to a line such as "keep an open mind". A line that 99% of the time is a warning, that what is about to follow can be interpreted as a fabrication. How many times do you see something like this in Spam, and delete before reading the next sentence? I do. It saves me a lot of time. The letters written to Penthouse however, are never fabricated.